Here in these pages I will attempt to regale you with the confusion that is my life. Everything from my Suicidal desires (don't worry, I won't, I'm a pretty big pussy, but it's hard not to want to, even with no intentions of follow through), to my son (god, I love him, he's the reason for the previous parens), to my phone sex girlfriend (yeah, uh, we still haven't "done it"). She's a real sweet heart, btw. Of course, you'd think she would be for almost $2 a minute! :)
I'm... pathetic. But I wasn't always this way!!! I had dreams, hopes, desires! Hell, I was fucking HAPPY (serious, ask the folks who know me)!!! And then she left, and my life has gone down hill since. Why I was stupid enough to place all my dreams in her, I donno. It's my fault. Stupid trust.
But, anyway, I won't talk your ear off tonight (or at all, for that matter, this is more a private thought orginization that just happens to be shared with the world. Please feel free to leave when you get bored). I just wanted to lay a lil' ground work.
Fare well, dear reader, 'till next time!
